Tuesday, October 04, 2005
MY new blogaspot ias www.theheartbreakerz.blogspot.com...so this will be my last post plz take note
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 3:10 AM
Monday, September 26, 2005
hey guess didnt write for wuite sometime..right...so now so sorry......well final yr exams coming i and seriously i got to buck up i am 140/247 i should be in the top 80....haiz...well guess this would be the last dayz...well sori to short..gtg
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 7:20 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
why....i juz cant get why.....why had i been thinking too much thesde days..all the posts was czo of i think...i tot about the past the resent and the future...is it somehow linking to one...first was the past..then the present and then the future wat else...juz too many things happening in life..that is confusing me a lot...the past was sad and presents was cool the future i dunt know...juz cant get it...will the futre be sad or cool...juz certainly i hope iit'll be cool
Confused and Thoughtful Of Past Future Present
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 1:17 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
so..i ask until when...until when can we keep the secrets...nothing we noe for sure....maybe it wont be known coz its over be4 they even noe it..or maybe.....they would as it became more obvious...this subject is what ben lately..when will they finnaly find out...day by day....piece of the truth is unfold to people....until its finish...it would be told nad peole would start to scold us..so i ask..until when we will be able to keep....the answr is..i dun care..i juz cherish this moments with you when it is still not yet out.....
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 4:28 AM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i been having nightmares which means i'm scared..but what am u scared of....well...the dream...we were together..so close...and we would happily see each other...evrytime my hope was to be with you..but as time goes by...we were breaking apart....rumours flying around and falling to us...but trust we still have.....evryone believed those rumours except for us..but then as more rumours pour down on us ..we started believing it..our doubts was casty upon...trust between was now nothing but the past...adn with a twinkle of an eye..you're gone and now i realise...that i am scared...iam scared of losing you..
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 3:42 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
So..do..i....not sure whether i do or not....but evryone seems to think so....there's this girl that seems i helped a lot...but some people think its more than enough...i actually did not realize this until one guy told me that it seems i like her...i noe i cant like her coz of someone but it seems to be true...even i am confuse...then even she thoughts its true....after that we did not seem to tok much anymore..but i noe i want to talk..so i am confused....wat if i like her is it wrong....or maybe its right..but i cant....i juz cant and i juz hope i can stop it...or maybe it has not even stared..so do i....i hope certainly not
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 10:27 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
well..so tried but failed.....i tried my best but unluckily it wasn't enough...i tot i was near..i thought i was gonna pass..but juz when i got my hopes up..it suddenly crashed....u see after thinking whether it wwas worth it and obviously the answer was yes....now i tried..i worked hard for it..and got mentally prepared for one answer which was a yes...but sadly i did not prepare for the answer no....so it was crashed my hopes that seem so high is now down...i hardly noe wat i do wrong or watever..but its still did not work..i was nice but did not work..then i realized that its not god purpose..so as i said in the start i tried but failed...but actually i tried and pass...its wasnt his purpose...
4eVer-NoT-aLone at 7:30 AM
